Gloomy Rainy Day...

I've spent the last couple of days just relaxing and thinking about what I need to do to get my life together. I am kinda in a place right now where I dont know which way to go...I can go up or I can go down. I want so much but right now dont know what to do to get it. I have to get my life together and start planning for the future. I can't continue living my life in limbo...I just want to be able to have all the things I've always wanted and I know that I can...I just have to make a plan and stick to it. So starting today, I am going to be creating a life plan. I have lots of things to include in it...I'll let you know how the plan turns out...